night night ~ Midnight Light

It's time to get crazy and laugh ~
Tonight's " Photo of the Night " is :

"super spicy Indian first night " 

VIVA INDIA :))

I did make up my mind ~ " hopeful "

Hallo My Asian Boy ^_^ hihi~ 


Today is Tuesday. end of the first month of 2012. it passed so fast. one month. psh~ i feel like it was yesterday that i was watching new year fireworks. 
you know hopefully , today i was a little lucky and when i suggested the prof. about the date of the exam , she accepted. because when i think about it now, i feel like i really could not finish it in 1 day and half and get a mark that i expect to get. i am not saying it was impossible but still, the more time the better confidence in exam ^_^.
at the moment i am listening to Tablo-airbag. i think his songs are those kind of songs that you never get tired of listening to them again and again. calm and nice rhythm .
you know when i'm thinking about today and how i was eating like crazy i kind of feel awkward about my poor stomach and body ~ haha. when i reached home and i was lying down on my bed and i was reading the magazine that i took from out building lobby, it was written inside it about healthy foods and fruits. i kinda realized i have to control my diet and eat more healthy. there is something in my life that i really have to remove it. that thing is SNACK. those things that they have too much calory and they don't even satisfy my sweet tooth .

honey.... i feel so hopeful. i do not know why. but i feel confidence in me :) . i feel like if i really want something i can easily get that thing. you know till now at least ME , myself know that when i love to achieve something. i can easily do it.
hum .. today was a good day. in the morning we spent time together, then i went to my class and then you. and remember the jewelpet i got >.< *so excited* and 2500 hello kitty wallpapers. yey~ hehe . you know hny when you say that i do not want to grow up , i feel like you are really my dad and im your daughter. honestly saying . this feeling is really sweet :)
tomorrow is Wednesday and we are mostly together.

love, you know after i woke up i went to toilet then i was looking in the mirror and i was thinking,,, i am much much more dependent to you , more than a month ago. you know this feeling makes me more sensitive about being with you. this feeling does not let me to leave you never ever not even for a short time. i know it is not that good to be this much dependent but what to do :D . never ever leave me, ^_^ whatever happens to me :) you are my hope in life. by the way, i was again thinking about ehem :P i think i will just give it to you to do it... and i will trust you :) no matter what ! 
aah its few days i see you go to club every evening and you are playing again :) i'm happy to see that you are practicing. you know, me .. i had lots of opportunities to be good in music , sport but as always i gave up in them and now i don't have that old chance to continue them. all it is because of i grew older and i appreciate things that i have now more and better than years ago. aaah :)  life is so miserable. (trying NOT to be pessimistic lol).
at the moment, the best feeling is when i touch my  little brother cheeks. so soft...aaay.
when you sing bumkey part of the song... i love your lips. always sing for me my beautiful love <3
good night .. goood night ... goood night.. good morning ~ try try try XD


i can do anything for you ...

just if i do not face any bad luck :) 


 xx i love you xx
oppa paa ~~

Day you enjoy,,, and day i love

Hello~


i am bak! The Y of the DY ;)


We~ well this is yesterday story :P
hehe anyways~


i always wanted her to see her best friend,,,
she has always missed her but never really got chance to see her...
i always want her to enjoy her time with friends,,, she doesnt have much chance to hang out
with other girls... so at least her best friend,,, her parents understands her and lets her
hang out with her all the time,,, :)


so,,, today,,, she got to see her at the most famus mall called dubai mall :P
the large~ and has everything mall :P


hehe i felt really happy when she said she is going to see her :)
and,,, she asked me if i am going to come with her...
actually the day before and the morning,,, we had little bad feelings and faught,, but,, emm~


ofc,, i really love my girl i have to see her and enjoy all the time available to the max ;)
and,,, whenever i see her with her friends,,, i see her happy and i can really
see her enjoying her time,,, i really love it,, <3


so,,, as i guess most of you have expected i have said i will see you at the mall with her friend,,, :)


i have to you know~ whatever has happened before~ i have to see her cuz whatever we talk about it doesnt change the fact that i love her so much ^_^


well,,, when i heard about them meeting,, i was wondering what we should do in the mall,,,
so i checked whats in the cinema,,, well in mall there isnt much things else than cinema or talk in cafe when i get to see these two meet up :P


but,, emm unfortunately i couldnt find a good movie for them to watch,,
but i found a movie that i like >_<
so~~ i decided to watch that one then meet them up cuz fortunately the timing was perfect :P


well~~ ahh why do i feel like my writing to day doesnt seem fluent at all :P
anyways~~~ T^T
yah so after the movie~ i was walking around and went to our most fave shop in dubai mall,,, the japanese book shop that will call it kuni,,, well real name is something else but you just took that part and call it,, and reason? dont ask me ask my wife ;) (huny~ *runs*)
uh hum! anyways~ :D
i was in the kuni~ and i found some cutzy stuffs and always thats the problem when i go there,,, there are so many things i want to get her i start to have no clue how to hold it BAK!! i feel like i will finish my money if i go to that shop everytday :D
heheh i ended up looking at so many different stuffs,, then,, i ended up buying things for you again XDDD
heheh i really have so many things i want to do for you,, and get you,,, <3


hehe <3
shortly after i bought those, i got call from D, saying that she is heading toward dubai mall! i got suddenly very exited cuz i was missing her so much and i wanted to see her quick as possible!! aii >_<


then~ i was wondering,,,, can i give her things i got for her right today and now? i reall wonder :P
so i called her~ asking her if kimia giving her something is weird :P seriously XDD
its not weird yah~? cuz if then i can give her these stuff i got for her :D i wish i can give her everything all the time >_< <3


aiii i feel spazzem of D atm ehehhe :D


i miss her so bad again <3


mu mu~~


after her calling me i started walking torward the area where she is going to come off the bus,,, since she is taking the bus to come to dubai mall,,, then,, while i was on the way! i got call from her that she has arrived!!?


i was so surprised cuz i didnt expect her to come so quick due to the speed how fast those bus normally moves :P but i guess it got faster or something~


anyways,,, i got call but i couldnt find her :(


then,,, i was looking for her,, and she told me where she is,,, and~ i went up and found her at front of candy centuary "candilicious" >_<


heheh i knwo its her another favorite shops :)
but~ we didnt stop ther and went to find her friend,,, we were talking and she told me,,, she went to some place like a sports festival at the noon,,, and she met a guy o.O
i was like what~~~!!?? pishh~ i never let you go so,, dont even try :D


and then~ i also really noticed that she is so famus to every male in the mall T^T
she is so beautiful she is the always being staired T^T *hugs* i need to protect her +_+ <3


then little after we met up with her best friend~~~ aii >_<


i really like when i find her exited and happy meeting up with her friend,, :) i always feel her best friend really makes her feel great :)
i was with them,,, talking with them,,, watching my girl feel good and happy,,, its the biggeest joy i feel in my life,, ^_^


after we met up with kimia,,, we went to my car,,, and,,, all through the day as i have felt it,, we were craving each other alot,, first thing i did when i got in the car was.. a "kiss" ^_^


it was the day that we stayed together till the latest time,, again,, this time till 10 >_<
last time was something like 9:20,,, :)


i always want you to enjoy your life D <3

My emotions synchronizing with you...

to my love,,, D

today i just felt so many different things that i should be,, and do for you.

how i should change,, and how i should behave for you

how i should take care of you,,,

just know that,,, trust me,, and you will not feel sad about anything i will make sure you feel always warm,,, and happy.

D,,, you know,,, the more you feel sad,,, and more i remember what you have done for me,, to stay with me,, i remember myself how much you love me,,, and i always feel changeless love to you.

you know,, what i want to do,,, and what i always try my best to do,,, is to be the best support and not be any tiny part of your stress...

when i see you sad,,, i feel sad,, and when i see you happy i am happy,,,

i will support you for my life,,, i know you are my future,,, and you are requirements of life,,, i will always support you,,, <3

Epic day-Epic feeling-Good decision

Today was such an epic day. 
since last night i argued with them and i slept and i shivered even under my blanket till morning. woke up with mosque sound and slept again and woke up again with alarm sound and i changed it to another 20 mins and i slept. i woke up, haven't took shower. i was feeling so heavy and bad. i just drank my tea , made myself sandwich and got out of  home. till....i saw you.
my cupcake ~ ^^ with my favorite shirt and his sandals. was a pretty good morning till i was at home and i suddenly felt really bad and i just missed half of class. lots of cries and stress. withdrawing and thinking about future. i got fine for a while maybe just for 20  mins till something happened and i better not to say the details...again cry. i ran toward your car and i sat on the ground. all my world was trolling around my head. i was whispering " what am i supposed to do now"... you know, sometimes in your life , your life with all problem in it goes PAUSE and you cant move and you are stuck in it. yeah,~ that was my feeling. i don't know what would happen to me if you were not around me. if i did not have you..
my class finished and we headed out to get my charm that you've bought for me earlier and we just needed to get it from the shop. unfortunately the shop owner was not around so we had to walk around the area for 30 minutes to wait for it. we were walking and you wanted to check a surfing shop. we went in and remember pull and push that was written on the door was vise versa :P
we talked and i was telling you about the bad feeling i have, cuz i feel like most of people are ignoring me and they do not care about me. you know, talking with you about these things and letting you know about every single feeling i have . i donno if its a good idea to throw all of them out :) . i really dont know. but the reason  of me talking with you about everything is because... i dont have anyone else closer than you . 
when i hear about the girls and stuff...im always wondering. how am i  that girls , they dont find me a friend to hang out, to talk to atleast say hi. aaah,... i dont know. but i hope im not a bitter style girl :)
you know....today had lots of up and downs. i cried alot. i cried from my heart. my tears were coming becase of the pain inside me. im better now... im so much better now... atleast i feel more relaxed. i have less pressure. so much less pressure.
i hope everything goes well...
and you will be the trust worthy and supportive person always and ever.
+ i annoyed you today...sorry :)
+ i feel bad about everything...everyone...every situation. sorry for feeling bad about you too ...
+ im gonna be fine... sooon...
+ sorry for being a fat chubby girl .. i know you dont like it...
+ i owe you alot...

Ski - No Class - Lots of memories

Sweet blog~ yh , you are saying you were expecting to see a sweet post for today. it can still be sweet. im not that much bitter, but im also not sweeter than your close friends.
yh hopefully our class canceled today. you know that today's plan was something else, but i just suggested you what if we use this free time and we go for ski. hopefully , since you like ski a lot and you always wanted to try it with me, you approved it so fast. with a big smile... that im always crying for it when im alone, cuz this smiles... may not be always for me.. just me and my soul and my heart.
you know, you do everything for me and in your eyes i might not appreciate it at all... i feel this. im jealous. jealous of you, jealous of me when its with you, jealous of those people that you know yourself. 
i know one day with all things i do, with all fights i make and with all argues i do i will spoil everything and like always i will be the last and worse girl in the entire world.
who touches you? who looks in your eyes? who hugs you? who sits beside you,in your car and talk with you when there is no me to touch your hand and drip down all the love tears... who...
sorry,.. im heavily crying.
dont feel bad again. these tears are coming out from my eyes. those eyes that now are used to crying. they are friend with little tear drops. they sing a lullaby with dripping rhythm. 
ski was fun, kissing you, hugging you in a freezing cold atmosphere was lovable. holding your hand and sliding on the snow was romantic. but,... 
you belong with me...but i hope this " me " never changes for you..
you are tired of this situation. you are sick of my sadness in wrong time. in times that im supposed to smile so widely and scream out of happiness but i rather prefer to cry and feel bad..
am i used to bad imaginations?!
..
you always say you want to see me happy, you want to see me smile . my happiness makes you feel good. but im always sad and that makes me boring for you :( 
we had fun today but...a girly secret inside me disturbs my happiness. a jealousy feeling.
come hug me ... let me cry.. let me shout... let me throw this annoying sob out..
who cursed me...
who was jealous of our love.
who hated me...
i stayed for you... i stood still, i lied for you, i died for you... i broke for you. i beated for you ... i cried for you.. not a day not a month but monthsssssss........
im not that cruel..
im enemy with evil
just friends with angels..
and in love with a prince with his white horse...
have a lovely night my sweet dream....

KFC chicken been shuffed :P

YD Blogs :)

Hello~
its me The Y of the YDs :P
its my first blogging day today and,,, i am just writting on my notes just for fun >_<

today when i saw her, i was so happy cuz we had some bad days the day before today
but today was awesome! i always get happy when i see her happy. i really get happy
and that was today~
today we had no problems and we were so happy ^_^

she had a difficult exam today,, and an important one as well... she was very stressed
and she had a report as well,,, which she was stressing alot to finish it as soon as
possible before her class begins.

Then soon after she came out so fast out of her midterm exam class at time when i least expected o.O

i was so surprised to see her! but~ something gave me feeling that she did so well and
jumped out like a kitty as normally as i call her and ran to see her hussy ;)

and just as is have expected she did so well,, and she was so exited and happy about it :)
i got happy again XD
heheh i wonder how much i made her happy but she really did make me happy by being happy >_<

yah might sound weird but happiest thing for me really is when my kitty is happy XD <3

anyways hu hum~ then after my class finished as well, we went out, as usual and,,, we
wanted to have this korean noodle,,, but closed(FAIL) >_<
so~ we just went off to KFC and we did the world most wild eating o.O

i have never eaten like that before hahahah she was feeding me and was actually
literatlly shuffing up my mouth :P

i barely could chew them even when they are in my mouth cuz they were just too many >_<
ahh~ i love this girl really ^_^

the most cute and adorable girl i have ever seen,,, <3
oh,, that word adorable reminds me of who i use to call her before
DD,,, its actually Adorable D but,,, emm;; yh,, i thought adorable is spelled dorable before :P

anyways this is it for today :)
bye bye~

From your kimchi ;)