One month passed...its February

With everything happening today
You don't know whether you’re coming or going
But you think that you’re on your way
Life lined up on the mirror dont blow it
Look at me when Im talkin to you
You looking at me but I’m lookin through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you’re not satisfied
And I dont see nobody else
I see myself I’m looking at the



You know whatever happens today, we do not know what is gonna happen in future. however today is bad we can not guarantee tomorrow is as good as same and how bad is today we can not say tomorrow is gonna be bad too ~ honestly saying life is so ,,,,, i do not what word to use for it. but i do believe that when you think good about it, good thing will happen :) . its like looking in the mirror. if you see yourself pretty in the mirror, you will look pretty for other peoples too.


you always have to say to your self ~ " I even look good in the broken mirror "


Today was a fine day. not bad not good. i got so tired because of non stop writing and thinking. you know back before the time when i used to always tell my dad that : " dad you are always thinking and your face is always full of thoughts" , now i look at myself.. i can not believe that in a short time i can think about too many things. maybe my brain is more interested in thinking about every single thing around me. you know actually , i like this feeling and thinking :) it makes me realize so many things. few days ago you said its better not to think alot, just accept something and do it. um,,, me?? i can't !! i do not know i just cant.


Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend ( my hubby >.< XD )

you know ... one of the sweetest things that i always hear from you is when you talk about family stuff. how you want to be dad and honestly saying in your age if you go to ask 20-21 year old guys they will laugh at you. i'm proud how you can be a responsible boyfriend, responsible son and responsible friend... i adore you. for your manner, for your kindness and for being respectful with anyone. from 1 year old person till old grandmas and dads :)

that is a big thing in life... everything is not money and studies...

i congratulate you for having nice personality. because what builds you and your future is this simple characteristic :)

tough, also serious, kind, handsome, respectful, responsible, caring, stubborn for his life and one of the good humans out of 6 billion ^_^

Oh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
but I’m with you when you re all alone
And you correct me when Im lookin wrong
I see that guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain

I Love you ~ no matter what ^_^